Hello

Most people born and raised in China have no faith in God, and I was one of them until I went back to China a year ago, and I believe that's when God called me.

I have never been a person who had control over desires, especially spicy or over-processed food, until my body started to struggle, and I began to feel unwell, I decided to go for a medical check-up. The doctor diagnosed me with kidney stones. At that moment, I believed God was telling me it was time to change—to take better care of my body and my life.

You may wonder how I came to know God. It all started when I read a book by Preacher Watchman Nee called The Spiritual Man. In it, he describes the spiritual growth of a Christian in the life of faith, emphasizing that believers must go through a transformation—moving from the flesh to the mind and ultimately to the spirit. From that point on, I began to pray—not only for myself but also for others who were suffering as I had.

One day morning, I woke up and realized that the pain in my body was gone. I went for another check-up, and that day, the doctor told me that my kidney stone had passed. That was the moment I placed my full faith in God.

On this website, I will share the teachings of Preacher Watchman Nee and my reflections on the Bible—from the perspective of an atheist who has come to believe in Jesus Christ. If you do not yet have faith, I pray that one day you, too, will resonate with the Gospel and come to believe in Jesus Christ.

As it says in 2 Peter 3:9:
"The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some think of slowness, but is patient with you, not wanting any to perish but all to come to repentance. But the day of the Lord will come like a thief, and then the heavens will pass away with a loud noise, and the elements will be destroyed with fire, and the earth and everything that is done on it will be disclosed."

This passage reminds us that God is not delaying His promises; rather, He is patient with everyone. He longs for unbelievers to repent, turn to Him, and experience salvation—because God loves the world.

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God of all glory, beauty, and grace,
We have tried to hide from You,
Yet You have never hidden Your love from us.
We have searched for You,
Yet You have already revealed Yourself to us in the face of Jesus.
Forgive us, transform us,
And let our lives shine with Your likeness,
Through Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.